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Dropping Out
03:02
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I'm laying here wide awake filled with dark thoughts of failure and mistakes.
Tossing and turning I just can't cope.
With every second passing I loosen my grip on hope.
Enclosed in this darkness, weighed down with anguish, for all this to end is my only wish.
For all this end is my only fucking wish!
My only fucking wish!
This night is a lifetime long. A lifetime of decisions made wrong.
These horrific thoughts are plaguing me, and this I can guarantee: This will be the end of me...
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Open Space
01:47
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The walls that surround me are getting taller. The gaps between them are getting smaller.
Days are short. Nights are long. How much shit could possibly go wrong?
I lay my head with the hope of rest, but your smell on your pillow is all that I have left.
Living on my knees for quite a while now.
Telling myself that I'll be fine somehow.
Why do I cling to the thought that you'll be mine again, and fulfill the vow made all those years ago?
Things are different now. I'm naive to feel that they could change.
God! I just wish that you would've stayed.
Stuck waiting for the future to unfold.
The walls that surround me are getting taller, the gaps between them are getting smaller.
Where are all the places filled willed with wide open spaces?
Take me back to the place that I used to know.
Let me show you how I have grown.
I'll climb back to the top, and I won't share this throne.
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Dear "Mother"
02:32
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This is not my fault. I'm tired of this oncoming assault.
We'll prove you wrong with all that's right.
right here, right now, we stand to fight.
Surrounded by darkness I can't see the light.
My mind has no blight and I've learned one thing.
I'll never be like you.
NEVER BE LIKE YOU!
From here on out we don't give a fuck.
This nerve you've struck has opened my eyes.
Every time you see me... Every time you look at us, I hope a small part of you dies.
Bit by bit I hope you die.
You tried and tried and tried, did all you could to try to break us down.
You could never fucking break us down.
You were supposed to always be there. no matter what you were supposed to always care.
Your love and compassion was never there and you never truly cared.
You taught me hate and anger. An anger like I've never known.
All of this time and you're still a stranger. All your true feelings your actions have shown.
you want forgiveness?
i could never forgive you.
You want us to day one thing to you?
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
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Thinner Than Water
02:30
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Your reality is clouded. We are not friends!
Take a look around. The scenery has changed.
Your priorities are newly arranged.
I sit by and take notice, without making a single fucking sound.
Kick back and witness yourself unfold. Your friendship's true meaning a lie untold.
Now I'll lengthen this thing that links us.
You've stretched me beyond my breaking point.
You've shattered that link between us.
Oblivious to yourself.
Break your own expectations.
Go ahead put me in the wrong.
I know what's right, It's smeared across your face:
YOU"RE FAKE!
When your knees buckle and there's no one there to support you, just remember one thing you always had me.
Now you see you were quick to place judgement.
Now you're left with nothing but a handful of shit and a face full of dirt all because you were so concerned with what was under that mother fucking skirt.
Now you're helpless and alone and left with one simple fact, you sold out like the rest.
You lost all that's best.
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Curse
02:06
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I'll hold all this inside again.
All stuck inside my head.
One more day alone like this...
I feel so fucking dead.
I don't feel much, but I do feel ashamed.
No one to blame aside from myself.
Keep piling the bullshit on the heavy burdened shelf.
I am what I am. Nothing ever changes.
Constant exchanges from bad to worse.
One step forward, two steps back, it's a fucking curse...
Trapped in this cycle. I can't break it.
At he bottom of a hole. It only gets deeper when I try to escape it.
Alone in the dark talking to myself.
"Someone get me out of this hell.
Have I gone crazy?! Maybe... Not yet."
Soaked in cold sweat, I owe death a debt.
Infected by ills I wish I could forget.
Now's the time. No more threats.
I'll hold all this inside again.
I'm stuck inside my head.
I can't, I won't go on like this.
I'll soon be fucking dead.
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Wishful Thinking New Orleans, Louisiana
Louisiana Hardcore hailing from New Orleans.
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